yesterday draft:
As i am writing, i am overwhelmed with the desire to throw up all of the content of my saba meal i took for lunch which will be a major waste as it is sponsored by dear friend.
Assalamualaikum,
I am a endometriosis hyperplasia patient. Been diagnosed for almost 2 years now. Still learning about the disease and coping the changes. Basically in a non technical way of explaining, my period should be produce every month yet it didn't came out and stay inside. On severe cases it can lead to cervical cancer yet alhamdulillah i am not there yet.
Unfortunately, the treatment requires me to take hormone pills and which means i couldn't conceive anytime soon. But the worst part is the after effect. Blotted gassed and mood switches as often as the time flies. Sometimes to the edge of depression. Yet, i try my best to just go day by day surviving on my own and living my life as normal as possible.
But sometimes i am just too tired to fight this alone, too scared yet i couldn't say any of it anymore as my time for melting down is not valid anymore. Ok that is entirely different thing but i'm just saying i am on my own
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